What the World Needs is a New Outlaw!

So, I've been thinking..something is missing. I wasn't sure what it was for a couple weeks, but I think I have an idea. Granted, I am still unhappy and not where I wanna be, but there is something missing: Balance.

Yup. Balance. There is too much instability in this society. Too much gray area that seems to overshadow everything that goes on. People today don't wanna step too far to the left or right in fear...fear that they will offend someone, lose something or be ridiculed. The world needs someone who does not toe the line, but steps over it and drags his heel over it to blur the edges on his way. One that leaves his mark, while erasing others. One who stands out and not afraid to be heard. This world needs an OUTLAW.

A Rebel. A misfit. A person you see and question. One with nothin' to lose and not looking to gain. A person who is how he is, just because he is. A person who stands out of the crowd, turns to face them and thumb his nose at them. I love this idea.

I think that we as Americans kinda romanticize the idea of a rebel, but those that are REAL rebels are shunned and ostracized. They embrace those that toe the line, like James Dean and Steve McQueen. They both stood out and, in Dean's case, burned out far too quickly. I don't wanna be a middle of the pack bloke. I don't want to appeal to EVERYBODY! I want to scare people, make them think, make them question the answers.

A rebel is a polarizing figure. One who makes the "good guys" seem flawed. One who makes the public see the "bad guys" point. One who makes those in the middle accountable for their lack of originality. One who shows the true evil is really those who do nothing at all. One who is not afraid to wear the black hat with a graceful dignity that makes people watch. One who doesn't need to be follow, but DEMANDS to be heard.

It's not an image. Its a lifestyle. Im not talking about an "Indian Outlaw,"God knows Tim McGraw is a sellout. Now Hank Williams III, THAT'S AN OUTLAW. He gives "pop country the middle finger" and does not bow to anyone on MUsic Row. That is INTEGRITY! He may not be the most charismatic or eloquent of people, but he is who he is.

Im not even talkin about Bo Outlaw from the Orlando Magic (even though he is one of the nicest guys I have ever met). An outlaw doesn't fit in any mold, nor does he want to. Hell, Dennis Rodman was an outlaw..and loved it. But he never made a point, He was just because he was. It kinda bothers me that he burned out like he did, doin shows like celebrity apprentice and what not. That tells me its all about money to him. Thats not rebellion..thats prostitution...but not in the carnal sense.

I think its time. We need a real rebel. Not a fake one trying to sell an image self-promote. I don't are what others think. I dont mind being the one who questions the answers or uses reason to show the fallacies of the day. I don't wanna look like anyone or fit in to a "group." I am me. I don't care if I am loved or hated, but I will be respected.

I used to have a rebel flair about me. Ask my ex. I didn't care. I looked how i wanted and would fight you until you proved me wrong. Even then, I'd still fight you. I hair ether long hair or almost no hair..it didnt matter to me. It's all about attitude. I keep those I love close..to hell with the rest.

So maybe, this is what I wanted..an idea..an identity. Something to strive toward. I loved it when I felt free to be...me. I think I am ready to do it again. Not lookin to gain..just lookin to be me. So get ready. Franchise 3.0 is underway...

Okay, now i feel better...energized. Music time. and since I have been one for a couple days, let's do a couple songs.

First son...you gotta listen to Mike Ness of Social Distortion. I love his song "Nickels and Dimes" lately. It is about bein a rebel, chasin dreams and falling short. He is a TRUE OUTLAW. Adn he knows that redemption is a breath away.

I also like Weezer's "Troublemaker." It reminds me of a wannabe outlaw..who is really just a dumb redneck. One who thinks he doesnt need knowlege or smarts to survive. A real rebel is the smartest guy in the room and knows how to use it.

One more. I am totally diging the band Rise Against. G.K, you would be proud. The song "From Heads University" has been playing on my ipod nonstop for a week. You gotta hear it.

"I'm not after fame and fortune..I'm after YOU!" THAT'S REBELLION!

okay I am off to ponder my next move....and remember if you can't be ood, be ood AT IT!